Journal entry on Independence day event–tranquilizer with opoids

As a real tranquilizer, it paralyzes me in from condo unit above. Then with a nonantidote serum, it floats in my body, threatening to kill me at acute moments as  I drive down the road in my car, acting as if the serum is actually sedating me but tasting death.

Then periodicaly tranquilzer is applieð to make me piss in place at condo unit. But when I move around, the urge stops. So say I have tranq in check by steady movement (not atrophy).

Okay more application, is it more tranquilzer doing more of a job of pacifying; or does it have something to do with kiling fields and I piss in place because I’m dying–being killed–being murdered.

keven is “Avi.”