Monthly Archives: June 2019

How to say, I live.

I thought of you when I read this quote from “Healing Justice: Stories of Wisdom and Love (How to Die Smiling Book 3)” by Jarem Sawatsky –

“There is a brokenness Out of which comes the unbroken, A shatteredness out of which blooms the unshatterable. There is a sorrow Beyond all grief which leads to joy And a fragility Out of which depth emerges strength. There is a hollow space Too vast for words Through which we pass with each loss, Out of whose darkness we are sanctified into being. There is a cry deeper than all sound Whose serrated edges cut the heart As we break open To the place inside which is unbreakable And whole, while learning to sing (Rashani 1991) What if justice is about becoming whole while learning to sing? How do we nurture the conditions where shatteredness might bloom into the unshatterable? What imagination and support are necessary to sustain that journey into darkness, where we are sanctified into being? How do we cultivate the ability to hear the cry that is deeper than all sound and to see the unbreakable in the broken? What if justice is meant to lead to joy, to emerging strengthened out of fragility, to finding our place in the song? What if many of our basic assumptions about justice are misguided? What if a more healing kind of justice is possible? What if it already exists? This poem so beautifully describes the transformation that can happen when we lean into our suffering and allow ourselves to break open. Only then can we find the unbreakable and whole, while learning to sing. When I was still teaching Peace and Conflict Transformation Studies at the university, I used this poem on the first day of classes to try to set the tone, direction, and color of class. Each time, some students were moved to tears because they too had experienced this grief that leads to joy. Somehow, the poem resonated with their true sense of themselves. I kept sharing it because it also kept speaking to my true self.”

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What’s that again: trade agreements.

We are becoming the dragon, the serpent, the devour of all flesh.

To ‘err, we bring ‘err To rectifying past mistakes, we do not applaud return to fair trade. We corrupt negotiations so that we “mistake” our actions in the markets. We end even-handedness before it even starts

How much hate can America ensue? The whole purpose of fair trade agreements suffer plague-like conditions, instead of more healthy trade in the marketplace. We wish to make war reparations with Germany, only this time: with China!

To foul, we add stench. Let us return to an even-handedness so that military sounds rumbling do not cause unnecessary war.

Trading in our bread and butter economy. Advance technology in the private sector and deploy applied technologies against our enemies, when necessary. Do good business on all sides.

We demand even-handedness and never relent our love and pride in America.

Abraham Boulder

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Doesn’t he know when to stop?

The only reason my brother puts me through slow death (premeditated murder) is because he wants money I apparently achieved that hasn’t yet been received by me from him relaying it to me. It is supposed to be a sizable, tidy sum. This operation is on it’s third year and I believe on Arab television.

Abraham Boulder –Keven Jung Young Wm. James Tolstoy.

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Consider: tentative

Mechanics all planes Russia China

Fly planes and smoke pot.

Pilots on the other hand, have sex with noncommissioned officers while mechanics pilot.

Pilots killed on way out of McChord.


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War against the machine

Philip Bertrum Devinsky

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Viral war

Viral from universe to cause human extinction vs. viral involved in human evolution and enabling human applications.

The East via Russian Ballet, Jew-Arab Eastern, Aryan India, Pakistan, Bangladesh, Tibetian

Lao-Tze, Confucian good China Declaration of Independence, U.S. Constitution, states constitutions, Bill of Rights, civil rights in Federal system, unconstitutional extinction policy [abandon], 40 constitutional amendments to return 21st Century backbone to U.S Constitution, anabolic chi extreme life

Self-discovery of Post-Enlightenment, psyche economy surplus, matter, AI quantum tool, human sacred homo sapiens sapiens cerebrum Command to homo sapiens sapiens sapiens physical evolution. Out of Garden of Eden exoplanet and do harness sustainability, anabolic chi extreme life

Vs .

Global Communist Party of anti-matter Chi catabolic extreme lama nursery snake racial cleansing, filth cauldron viral body anaconda, “good” genocide China

Totalitarianism total SUV with you in it, dehumanizing state existence, non human existence, “Look ‘Ma No Hands” national torture, depression, suppression, oppression, elimination, extreme state salient information in subconscious from Department of Information administered by Department of Ministry, State thought, no person thought, no person, chronic stress, burn-out

Rogue warriors vs. renegade rebels progressives conservatives Republic Democracy bald eagles

Lack of accountability vs. transparency, limited constitutional government private initiative primacy, public good, free will agency

Responsible non-naive moral fiber, quantify meta-normal (Neurohermeneutics) via scale of negative one to zero to positive one index in relative “supermarket comparison” terms, scaled to destructiveness up to -1, or nuclear winter; and 1,000 year Jesus saliency up to +1.

Compared to 30 million destructive deities of sub-continent of Asia. Discussion of Creator God, God the Father for “getting on with it” when Jesus and Satan fun is too much and extinction is imminent.

Pray: God the Father, Creator God, God of constructive goals, constructive achievements, constructive conclusions, be with us now and every moment we really can’t live without you.

And help us to help ourselves to meet literal deadlines for a thousand-more-generations of Destiny. Amen


Abraham Boulder

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How time flys by

Machina human MIT snake & huge snake inventory under 1st floor of D condominium building & rats loved eat human pancreas with human rat on 4th pancreas substitution.

Imported for human disposal. May have racist undertones East meets and competes with West.

Anti-matter chi catabolic vs. matter chi anabolic extremes

Global Communist Party uses lamas in lama nursery.

The lamas to kill humans via racial hate can also cause too much incentive for war in a similar fashion to ethnic cleansing.

War is hell. And robots or snakes cleaning the battlefield doesn’t make war anymore appealing.


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